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Thu Apr 12, 2007, 4:17 PM
Say ten things about ten people BUT don't say who they are. And if YOU think you know who they are keep quiet >:U. you can take a guess, but I probably won't tell you who they are. I might though :3

1. I hate when people talk about in the past tense. They tell me you're living eternal life in heaven, but then they always say "She was such a classy woman." or "She loved those thing." It hurts me that you're gone. Just thinking about how far away you are makes my head hurt and I wish I didn't have this reason to be so sad in just a matter of seconds. I am going to put your name on my wrist, so everytime I feel like life couldn't be any harder, I'll have a reminder that there are better things to live for. You are the strongest person I have ever known and I wish that some day, I can be just as amazing as you. You are the best and always will be.

2. You mean so much to me. It makes me sick to go anymore than a day without you. I become withdrawn and paraniod. It can't be healthy, but I can't find a reason for it to be any other way. We spend more time together than I could possibly put up with anyone else.

3. I'd love to speak to you more. The times that I do speak to you, you just light up my day and make me feel so much better. I wish I could speak to you more, but I feel like when I do, I ramble on about stupid stuff that you don't need to hear and then feel like I'm wasting your time.

4. I love you greatly, but I feel like an extra wheel now. When it's just us, it's an amazing exprience, but when other people are around, I feel so... Out of the loop. I guess it's selfish of me, but I just do. :/

5. You know, I'm smarter than you give me credit for. My eyes may be weak, but I can plainly see the reality. I mean, come on. I don't think you even see it. Anything out side your little bubble is irrelevant, and I guess I've just started acting like it is. Thanks to you and the horrible way you've made me feel, I fear anybody close having closer relationships with someone than I have with the person. Great job.

6. Can we even call ourselves best buds anymore? We never seem to talk anymore and it jsut kills me. I miss you, I really do, but it seems like I'm always missing you just as you leave. I don't think I even know what to say to you anymore.

7. Even calling you by what I used to call you makes the pit of my stomach sick. You charge all your little pawns around the board, trying to get what you want, with out a single thought about anyone. Memories of you have ruined so many places for me. You're just disgusting. You've taken too long and I can never forgive for what you have done, and unlike so many other of my threats, I absolutely mean that.

8. With any one else, I would feel like I wasn't good enough , but you always make me feel so great. You're bursting with talents, and it just amazes me. I love to give all that I earn to you and I never really expect anything in return. Honestly, I feel like it's what I can do to repay you for putting up with me.

9. I'm not even sure what to write about you. When you're up, I'm up. When you're down, I'm down. I feel a little off to the side, sometimes, but I'm holding on too tight to let you leave me. I've lost too many friends in the past and I deffinately don't want to lose you. Please don't leave me ;---;

10. I wonder if I bother you as much as some people seem too. I obviously am not going to ask, but I wonder. You're so funny and the amount of your randomosity always makes me laugh.

And, because this has been spreading like Wildfire.
(Sorry that I haven't asked anyone else Questions. My brain has been all "Questions? Nuuuu /Shutdown.")

Rules:
You can ask me THREE questions
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are
I will answer 100% truthfully.
(I haven't go anything to hid, really.)

But if you ask,
You must put this in your journal.
See what other people will ask you

I don't particularaly care if you do or don't.

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Relient K
  • Reading: Motor Mouth//Mythology
  • Playing: POKE'MONS >D

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Goodness, Koi seems to have some relationship problems. -starts takin out glasses and gramma wig- Auntie Tako's here if ya need 'er. -waves glasses and wig-

UHM, QUESTIONS. K.
1. Do you play lots of videogames?
2. What grade are you in? if you don't mind my asking, you dun need to answer this one( -doesn't know- xP)
3. DO YOU SMELL LIKE CLEAN? 8D

Hee. I wonder if I'm in there. -^^-

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"tempus fugit, tempus frangit."
Nah, it's just some old stuff and the first one put me in a sort of sad mood, so I s'pose my words are a little over dramatic |3 But thanks. <3

1. Acctually, no. I suck at Video games. My Gaming expertice doesn't go too far beyond the first three levels of Super Mario and Poke'mon Ruby Version. It's pathetic really. Oh and Tetris. I love tetris,. but that doesn't really count |D
2. Nah, I don't mind at all. I'm a freshman ins high school. (Ninth grade, in case you're somewhere that doesn't use that system |3)
3.xDDD YEAH, I DO O:

x3

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~Hisser123:spidey::heart::batman:~snelsona
Oh dear... having a few um... issues? Best of luck to you.

Questions?
1. I'm totally curious as to what state you're in. You look like some one from my school, but I can't be completely sure...
2. Want to do a collab or an art trade?
Me draw some thing and you color for the collab maybe?
3. Uh... uh... *panics* did the penguins steal your pants? :paranoid:

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"The omega position" is a sex move that collapses space time to a single point which then expands and cools to form a new universe! That's why they call it the big bang!" - questionablecontent.net
Okays.

1. Woash. xD You seemed like a bit of a gamer to me.
2. OH. You're older than me. o0o
3. YAY.

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"tempus fugit, tempus frangit."
Why thank you :3

1. I happen to be in Southern California. H'oh man, if we went to teh same school, that would be crazy awesome 8D!
2. That would be fun-tastic! I'd love to do a collab with you~!
3. HOW DID YOU KNOW?

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~Hisser123:spidey::heart::batman:~snelsona
1. Haha. I acctually would like to be better at Video games. They're fun. I'm just horrible at them x3
2. o: I'm older than a lot of people in my grade too |D I was born at teh very tail end of December (25th) and just barely missed the cut off date. Had I been a few weeks older, I would be in 10th grade right now |3
3. But not dentist clean!

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~Hisser123:spidey::heart::batman:~snelsona
:)

Oh my, totally opposite sides of the USA :( It would be crazy awesome, but sadly... nyuu... 3=
:D Sweet. I'll have to draw some thing. ^^ Any requests?
'cause I'm supah coolio like that xD

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"The omega position" is a sex move that collapses space time to a single point which then expands and cools to form a new universe! That's why they call it the big bang!" - questionablecontent.net
Darn!
Hmm... o: Draw what ever you want. I'll just be gleeful to color it :3
OH snap!

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~Hisser123:spidey::heart::batman:~snelsona
I know :( I live in Maryland in the county with the highest Heroin rate. Go figure xD
^^ Okie dokies
Awww yeahz

So, because I got to ask 3 questions, wanna do the same? I don't mind.

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"The omega position" is a sex move that collapses space time to a single point which then expands and cools to form a new universe! That's why they call it the big bang!" - questionablecontent.net
Eep :X We've just got a lot of gangsters and taggers.
:3
Sneaky.

o: Sure!

1. How old are you?
2. How far are you in the Stephanie plum books now?
3. Do you have a fursona?

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~Hisser123:spidey::heart::batman:~snelsona

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